in the sky
it seems
other than in eternity
on a promise
for all
a lie
to attain heaven
but
one grabs on
to its tail
in absolute despair

crawl to reach
I know it
I know it

believing is a test
endure is ever
forbearance on a promise
of challenge
because there is the long dark

for all a lie
in the sky

I am rationalising

Job was
on a promise