I have been distant
most of my life –
actual miles, unknowing,
new narratives.
Memory and discovery
fight it out
and find it out,
clarity that survives,
haze, a retelling that
glosses or grazes.
Miles first then:
family and home,
roots as anchor,
moves not chosen
soon enough are;
a lizard crawled across
to leave alternative trails.
The unknowing is a secret
and a partially seen
then waiting for its doors
to open wide.
Storytelling is prose
dressed as lyric
sung by the drunk
and the lorelei,
various lines recalled.
A life lived
by this kind of précis
gets to the gist
like the exercise it is,
and the divide
is linear
if drawing as the illusion
of having arrived.
Unable to attend,
these are reasons
why, and distances
retold still are.