There is a room to rent in the
awesome opportunity of its offering,
available in the immediacy of an
effortless life where such fantasy
is en-suite. Having moved in and on,
it is now yours – no interactive
fiction game, no escaping, no
self-contained alternatives, no looking
for a share. Good is in a room
when you believe.
There are tips for painting your room you:
remove the dreams of those from before;
tape all trims with blue; prime your
work ethic with hopefulness; now brush or roll
anew according to what you have.
However, one night you sleep on the
blind side, envisage having been alone until
turning over to see – oh dear me:
we are in this story
deep now, in this amazing room
that is south facing to
imagination, the space almost
to yourself, still asking the question and wondering
how blue loneliness looks.
Amuse yourself reading
Handy Guides: A Room to Yourself
found in the attic amongst the
broken toys and trunks
left open and not as empty
as you had assumed.
When your thoughts turn negative
ask yourself if you have enough salt and
white sage to scatter and burn
to prevent the need for black tourmaline.
While out driving and in passing you spot the
Spoil Yourself Someday Room Offer sign,
pause and reflect on what Gertrude Stein might
counter about the accommodation you already have
and how tenderness should overcome pondering.