Ann Wordswoth Disrupting

(Searching this morning for writing of mine, I came across this piece prepared for a possible publication in 2022 from those writing about people who had influenced their lives. I wrote about Ann Wordsworth, my tutor at Oxford in 1979/80, but the recollection and thankfulness wasn’t accepted. I am posting it here now, surprised I hadn’t already done so...)

I’d have the red, the same she has to drink with me in that sunroom of her Oxford home reading another weekly essay aloud, that one about Lawrence’s requirement for non-frictional sex, but I didn’t need alcohol to talk about this – not a novice kid – and we were being Freudian after all, understanding as well why there’s the surprise of a ghost in Villette, knowing already how the burning stubble wasn’t like the remains I ignited on a farm three full years before such studying, and how still, part-time, I’d torch fields inside protective rings of their ploughed surrounds. Ann listened attentively to the agricultural asides, my attempts to be poetic, explaining a struggle of someone close and their malady – it was just the essays she would disrupt me at, quick to hear an error or infelicity, or an idea she knew she had taught but praised me on. In arranging my special place at a talk by Derrida, Ann wasn’t to know the lifelong anecdote I could never deconstruct but have to tell as it is: my being the only one there who didn’t speak French. Yet it wasn’t him or the others like Barthes and Lacan who I would begin to understand because of her persistence, but from the insistence to explore beyond. Perusing alone now the essays I’ve kept, they are another kind of significance past what hasn’t all been retained, and I still hear her voice and see in written notes made after listening to mine the thoughtful though radical push to differences in reading and teaching and rupturing the signs.

(Ann Wordswoth passed in 2013: a wonderful obituary of her can be read here: https://www.theguardian.com/theguardian/2013/sep/22/ann-wordsworth-obituary)

Since posting the above, I found a selection of tributes from a collection ‘On Ann Wordsworth: Some Reflections and Reminiscences’ (Oxford Literary Review, Vol 38, No2, Nov 2016) and here is the fond memory from Harold Bloom:

‘It is emotionally difficult for me to elegize Ann Wordsworth whom I
loved. Almost every morning as I sit at breakfast a few weeks away from
my eighty-sixth birthday I recall breakfasts with Ann and her stalwart
sons Thomas, Charlie, Henry, and Sam. Both Ann and I allowed
ourselves a dram of Highland malt, a bottle of which invariably stood
on the table. An hour ago I had my morning dram and drank it to the
memory of Ann Wordsworth.

My interest in Ann commenced when I read one of her essays. I
crossed over to Oxford from New Haven and spent as much time with
her as possible. We discussed poetry rather than criticism and enjoyed
reciting poems to one another. I suppose I fell in love with her as she
recited, a passion that has endured into my old age. Ann belonged to
the Oral Tradition. She was a wise woman and a profound student of
the great poets. I learned by listening to her.

Approaching eighty-six I will soon begin my sixty-second
consecutive full-time year teaching at Yale. Because of infirmities I now
meet my discussion groups in the living room of my house. One group
is always on Shakespeare, while the other centers on Poetic Influence.
I rarely teach a class without experiencing the aura that somehow Ann
Wordsworth is with me.

Though Ann’s essays and reviews still move me, they cannot catch
the inflection and full insight of her discourse. She renewed my own
conviction that poetry is an art that will not abandon the self to
language. For me Ann is an image of the human that reads, loves,
speaks, and does not falter in its drive towards a transcendence that
firmly adheres to the soil and the weather.

Many of our conversations concerned the legacy of Sigmund Freud.
Like myself Ann rightly regarded Freud as a poet of the mind in the act
of finding what might suffice to keep us from falling into ideologies. I
abandoned an all-but-finished book on Freud some years ago because
I began to see him as a translation of Shakespeare into prose. Ann did
not agree with me but that scarcely mattered. In the end all I wanted
to do was to sit and gaze at her and be charmed by the lucidity and
warmth of her way of talking.

I would say more if I could but find I am too bewildered by the
poignance of losing her. All who had the privilege of her company
probably feel the same. I can only conclude by saying that I loved her
and will love her until I depart.’
Harold Bloom

Beatles Karma

On this day in 1966, The Beatles were pelted with rotten fruit and firecrackers during a concert at the Mid-South Coliseum in Memphis, Tennessee, while the Ku Klux Klan demonstrated outside the show and burned records.

On this day in 1967, The Beatles’ “All You Need Is Love” single went to #1 in the USA.

Love, love, love
Love, love, love
Love, love, love

There’s nothing you can do that can’t be done
Nothing you can sing that can’t be sung
Nothing you can say, but you can learn
How to play the game
It’s easy

Nothing you can make that can’t be made
No one you can save that can’t be saved
Nothing you can do, but you can learn
How to be you in time
It’s easy

All you need is love
All you need is love
All you need is love, love
Love is all you need
Love, love, love
Love, love, love
Love, love, love

All you need is love
All you need is love
All you need is love, love
Love is all you need
Nothing you can know that isn’t known
Nothing you can see that isn’t shown
There’s nowhere you can be that isn’t where
You’re meant to be
It’s easy

All you need is love
All you need is love
All you need is love, love
Love is all you need
All you need is love (all together now!)
All you need is love (everybody!)
All you need is love, love
Love is all you need

Love is all you need (love is all you need)
Love is all you need (love is all you need)
Love is all you need (love is all you need)
Love is all you need (love is all you need)
Love is all you need (love is all you need)
Love is all you need (love is all you need)
Love is all you need (love is all you need)
Love is all you need (love is all you need)
Love is all you need (love is all you need)
Love is all you need (love is all you need)
Love is all you need (love is all you need)

(Love is all you need)
Love is all you need (love is all you need)
Yesterday (love is all you need)
Oh (love is all you need)
(Love is all you need)
(Love is all you need)

Songwriters: Paul McCartney / John Lennon

All You Need Is Love lyrics © Sony/atv Tunes Llc, Shapiro Bernstein & Co Inc, Mpl Communications Inc

Finding a Home at the Surreal-Absurd

It is a wonderful collection, and I am delighted to have a place within the amazing range of writers and their work – I have enjoyed reading so much of this already at the proofing stage.

With thanks to all who have worked so hard to get this collection organsied and out in print, and special thanks to Vik Shirley who was the editor introducing my initial ‘sampler’ selection to the surreal-absurd journey.

Ethics Cleansing

Maintenant 19 is an amazing collection of writing and art on the theme of ‘ethics cleansing’.  I submitted two pieces from a TextArt sequence, and am pleased to now have one as a contribution in this edition. As the editors posted my piece, I feel able to share, and include the pair here (the second of the two is the published one). With my thanks to Peter and Kat:

John Michael “Ozzy” Osbourne (3 December 1948 – 22 July 2025)

I cannot claim to be an unwavering, lifelong fan of Black Sabbath and Ozzy Osbourne – not like those thousands and thousands paying their heartfelt and endearing eulogies on his passing yesterday – but I can claim to have a lifelong love of Back Sabatth’s debut album (my review to follow) and a lifelong awareness and love of the phenomenal impact/influence on heavy music the band and Ozzy undeniably had and will continue to have since their beginnings.

I am listening to Ozzy’s 2022 album Patient Number 9 as I write this – blasting it out – and am loving every second. Not just via the obvious nostalgia one day after his death, but for its perfect encapsulation of the Black Sabbath sound, Degradation Rules with signature harmonica a la their first album blaring out at this exact moment.

The following are whole pieces and extracts of various observations on Black Sabbath as band and Ozzy Osbourne as an individual from my music blog Some Diurnal Aural Awe. I’m posting because I have gone back to read for the pleasure of being reminded. In doing so, I am loudly revisiting so much of what I have written about, and I mean listening to the music reviewed at that time. I am also revising ‘Ozzie’ to Ozzy from now on…

25.2.12

Black Sabbath – Black Sabbath (1970)

Rain, tolling bell, thunder, drawl of a heavy riff, and slow bleak questions before the apocalypse strikes its shocked response Oh No,  Black Sabbath announces Black Sabbath, and the demons, wizards and devils therein are dark procreative forces announcing a new genre through this Satanic birthyell, or the viviparous voice that is Heavy Metal God Ozzie Osbourne.

Raw as a pig’s hide kicked by a mad farmer’s boot in the wild black of night, the relentless ramrod riffs and largely monosyllabic lyrics pound out again and again the most sublime new testament of Rock. By the time we get to N.I.B. – 40 seconds in to be precise –

DAA DAA DAA DAA DAA DAA DAA DAA DAA DAA

the most memorably malevolent iambic pentameter in Rock is fully realised: OH YEAH!

Diablo Tony Iommi lays down his own straightforward but powerful incantations in dark worship at the altar of Blue Cheer, and Fiend Geezer Butler provides roars from other visiting daemons carried on the rumbling rolls of Beast Bill Ward.

I bought this album not really knowing who or what it was – but drawn by the cover – somewhere on a market stall in London. I played it for the first time, as memory serves, at the house of a female student friend and other likeminded 5th year musical vampires where we sucked its fresh blood with relish. I do believe there was a collective and spontaneous headbang, but reality and myth merge after all these years.

I do know that its dark drones merged with simple melodic lines still thrills today. I might be wrong, but it seems to me that Paranoid has more acclaim, and War Pigs is the common choice for a fans’ anthem, but this debut raw assault on the senses has left its permanent mark on my musical hide and long listening ride.

3.6.13

God is Dead? – Nietzsche and PR

I’m looking forward to the release of the new Black Sabbath album next week. Of course I am. How can you not want to hear another work from the founders of metal?

Planet Rock has been giving considerable airplay to the single God Is Dead? It is wonderful. It is also ludicrous. It is wonderful in the way that it so clearly re-presents the Sabbath sound –  those neanderthal slow riffs and the guitar breaks that do just enough to be heavy. Then there’s Ozzie’s distinctive vocal. But it is ludicrous too in the way it seems to be aping that original sound. Ozzie’s vocals in particular seem to have an obvious disconnect with the rest of the music, presumably an add-on in the studio, perhaps like all the other parts, and perhaps like many other bands and their recordings. Maybe I’m wrong, but this certainly doesn’t sound like a live – and energised by that immediacy – performance. The polish undermines what ought to be Ozzie’s raw emotion. And as for asking ‘Is god really dead?’ Why the fuck should the hard man of rock give a toss. The dark worshipper of satanic suggestiveness shouldn’t give a flying beheaded bat’s pizzle whether god is alive or deceased. And asking the question would appear to counter a lifetime of not tossing.

I know all musicians approaching their own mortality have a problem re-presenting what made them vital in their youth. The Stones would seem to somehow just about achieve this – apart from Jagger trying to justify recent outrageous ticket prices by citing dubious claptrap about ‘supply and demand’, and bleating about the cost of funding a tour.

Maybe that’s why Ozzie allegedly fell off the drink and drugs wagon so recently. It couldn’t have been a PR stunt to posit some Sabbath street-cred ahead of the tour and release, surely?

7.6.13

Black Sabbath – 13

Age of Pathos

Released on the 10th June, but streamed over the last few days, like thousands and thousands out there I have been listening to Black Sabbath’s latest 13 and Ozzie’s long awaited return to the band after 35 years. I was asked today if I like it – the obvious question to address in this review – and I think I prevaricated far too much, though essentially I gave an appropriately paradoxical answer. I do and I don’t. As I said of single God Is Dead? it is both wonderful and ludicrous.

As someone who still recalls the brilliance of hearing that first album, aged 15, I can’t possibly retrieve the same ecstatic enthusiasm for this album that tries so hard to recreate the original sound, which it does so effectively. Interestingly as I write, I’m listening to fifth track Age Of Reason – very loud – and this is proving pretty damn cool as it is in many ways least like the music of Sabbath’s first LP which other tracks echo so closely, like opener End Of The Beginning. One thing I’ll say from the off: when Tony Immoni lets loose on any one of these eight songs it is beautiful to hear.

Part of my less enthusiastic response is in finding the lyrics preposterous. Perhaps when I was 15, semantics weren’t really an issue when it came to heavy music. The titles of four songs on 13 declare the pretentions of the pseudo-philosophising: End Of The Beginning; God Is Dead? Zeitgeist; Age of Reason. And the line Is this the end of the beginning, or the beginning of the end, losing control or are you winning, is your life real or just pretend…reanimation of the sequence, rewinds the future to the past….yada yada yada…and I’m chuckling knowingly rather than headbanging mindlessly.

I know this is the wrong approach! I know. Perhaps it’s also knowing so much about Ozzie these days – that reality TV programme; the interviews; seeing a clip of his live performance at Perth this year where his oblivion is worrying and pathetic – his singing live is dreadful. Knowing makes this contemporary packaging of the Black Sabbath sound too disingenuous for me.

But the thumping with harmonica and now Immoni scorching a solo on Damaged Soul playing still loud as I type pulls me in for that momentary escape back to times before, and it is enjoyable. Even far out. But the reality is it just makes me want to put that first album on – always the best and favourite without any question – and then dip in and out of the next three.

The album’s ending on a thunderstorm and tolling bell is neither satirically aware nor metaphorically significant. We clearly understand by now that much on this album is judicious pilfering from the past, and it will obviously be their last offering. This explicit echo from the start of their debut and iconic gem is a mistaken gesture in pathos.

So I’ve just put Age Of Reason on again, louder. 

2/2/19

Ozzmosis – Perry Mason, Ozzy Osbourne

Obviously the brilliance of this song is no surprise to metal heads and/or Sabbath sycophants, but I stopped listening to Ozzy after the fourth Black Sabbath album, and if I’m honest, I confined myself almost exclusively to their first superlative outing. Listening to Planet Rock is re-educating me in its narrow narcotic of classic rock, and I have been hearing a lot of Ozzy lately with his undeniably charismatic voice. I think I initially heard this song as a live recording at the first Ozzfest in 1996, which is stunning, especially the guitar shred. The album track played with the volume on afterburn is an explosion of metal pomp and power, thundering its neatly neanderthal riff. And as the title playfully puns, I have absorbed it fully. Spliffing.

14.2.20

Ordinary Man – Easily Edible

While Eat Me does chew on some meatier riff-food, this is heavy rock embroidered, Beatles-esque, life lyrically romanticised, grandiose and highly enjoyable.

22/12/22

Patient Number 9

Every overblown cliché of OO/Black Sabbath is retro-riffed in the most glorious pomp and hyperbole possible. May well have listened to this more than any other in 2022. Clears the heads and makes me smile.

18/10/24

Memoirs of a Madman – Eating Habits

Belting out the collective insanity of the Oz this morning, and it is often wonderful musical madness, but it is also so heavily stylised that its parody of Heavy Metal, certainly when recalling that first and monumental Black Sabbath album, exemplifies the journey to and arrival at the Kingdom of Pop Metal. Immensely enjoyable, but less bat’s head and more the sham sophistication of consuming the ortolan.

Ethics Cleansing

Delighted to be a part of this edition of Maintenant – my thanks to Peter and Kat.

My contribution is a TextArt poem, and I look forward to reading the work of the huge range of other artists – geographically and content on the theme.

Would love to attend and be involved in the performance in Paris at the La Cave Cafe on Wednesday, September 10th, but that’s impossible for me. Hope it’s a great evening.